and i remember when i met him it was so clear he was the only one for me.
we both knew right away and as the years went on things got more difficult and we were faced with more challenges. i begged him to stay, tried to remember what we had to begin with. he was charismatic, magnetic, electric, and everybody knew it. when he walked in everyone sat and turned. everyone stood up to talk to him. he was like this hybrid, this mix of a man who couldn’t contain himself. i almost got this sense that he was between being a good person and missing out on all of the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent of him.. and in that way I understood him. i love him i loved him i loved him.